This is a Experience sharing of a person named Rajeev Joshi from Mumbai who had attended Pitru Shanti Havan at ONENESS UNIVERSITY in Chittoor.
I would like to share my experience of “Pitru Shanti Havan”: My mother suffered an accidental death when I was of around 1 month and my upbringing had been done by my father. All through my life I had been holding “My God” responsible for depriving me of motherly love. Life showered on me several other elements of happiness like education, health, wealth, house, caring wife…but still I continued to harbor grudge against “My God” and all through past 40 years kept holding HIM responsible. This feeling of “being deprived” was very strong and frequently in deep sorrow I use to call “My Mother” and surprisingly use to experience the presence of my mother, but all those experiences were full of sorrow and deep grief. This grief always prevented me from fully experiencing any other joy or other aspects of life. I was asked by Balagopalji to do “Pitru Shanti Havan”, and I resisted doing this for no reason, finally in Aug 2016 I did the Havan.During the Havan I was blessed with a very mystical experience. I saw that my Mother who was around 36 years of age when she met the detrimental accident “IS” also in same pain as I am. Her soul argued with “God” and refused to leave the body saying, “I won’t leave my month old son all alone in this world, I won’t leave and I refuse to move ahead in my journey”. I experienced Shri Bhagvan speaking to me and my mother “You both are holding “ME” responsible for all that happened to you and now you both are stuck. I bless you with fulfillment – For 21 days you will experience a life from the stage when the accident happened – Mother at age 36 and child at age of 1 month”. I did Sadhana for 21 days for 21 minutes and in every session I experienced my Mother as if she was a living person. I could touch her, feel her, and speak to her. As Sadhana progressed, I began growing from a month old baby to age of 10 years,15 years….21 years….. and my mother also began catching her age. I could experience memorable days when my mother showered love on me and saw me growing from my school days to college days to my first job to the day of my marriage. I could experience days when my mother grew to age of 70 and I was taking care of her, serving her breakfast, tea, spending time with her speaking to her of her parents and her old memories with my father. The last day of Sadhana arrived and Shri Bhagvan asked my mother, and me “Are you fulfilled? If yes move ahead in your Journey. You cannot hold on and remain stuck, accept what has happened and proceed ahead. The Mother needs to move ahead and the child will no more call for the mother – instead he will accept the life as it is and cherish memory and love of his mother.” After those 21 days I no more carry any grudge or charge against my Divine. I love my mother and strangely there is no urge in me to call her, instead the experience of her presence in my life has become a sweet memory, which I will continue to cherish life long. Thank you Dear Shri Amma Bhagvan for all that you keep doing for my family and me, please continue to be with me. Thank you AMMA BHAGAVAN for your guidance, please continue to be with us we need you.
- Rajeev Joshi, Mumbai
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